Nervous & Panic

Still have 2 days left.

Hoping it will be a good result.

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And also, just now found something quite interesting and meaningful.

Dedicated to Miss Ferret,

Just because you know someone doesn't mean you love them,
and just because you don't know people doesn't mean you can't love them.

You can fall in love with a complete stranger in a heartbeat, if God planned that route for you.

So open your heart to strangers more often.

You never know when God will throw
that pass at you.

The Fierce Wife犀利人妻

This drama is supposed to let those married women to watch. How to tackle the third party (狐狸精) and how to make yourself more confident when your marriage couldn't be saved anymore.


However, I was attracted to this drama because the way husband treated his wife. Not because of the purposes that mentioned above. His husband was so so cruel and even forced her to sign the divorce contract when the wife was in a hospital (due to an accident).

But later, the most interesting part is coming. How 蓝天蔚 helped the woman. This further caught my attention. He taught her how to be an elegant lady, knowledgeable, and to have more fashion sense.

蓝天蔚(my handsome idol^^)

And also, he was a cute guy when he confessed his love to the main actress. He was attracted by the peculiarities of the main actress. I remembered that he said that the main actress will always has an thing that intrigued him unexpectedly.

Argh! Cute!!! *Scream*

Sometimes, you could not keep holding something that is not belongs to you.

If it's yours, then it will.

But if not, then it could not be yours.

I don't dare to say that it won't be yours forever, because it's decided by Fate and Destiny.

Nothing is 100% for sure.

Maybe now it's not yours. Or maybe it's really not yours.

So, in future, we're really don't know. And cannot predict.

Because there are always have other paths for you.

So, right now,

Just cherish the things that you are now really having. ^^

Sleepless Night

I think insomnia is haunting me now. Listening to the songs did not help me to get a sleep. Neither do reading a book.

Hmm... I think I should figure out a few new ideas to get myself to sleep. I reckon I should hit my head with a hammer or a baseball bat. Or have a sleeping pill. Or play a lullaby song.

ARGH! I now am so frustrated.

Hopefully can sleep well for my this whole summer holiday.

P/S: Sweet dream, Miss Ferret. And Mr GZ, you really should go to sleep. Is me the one insomnia. Not you. I hope so.

Moody

I don't have any mood:

To read my books including Law & Peace.

To eat. Till my heart burn occurred again. All my favorite foods could not tempt me.

To go out. Just wanted to stay at home.

To blog. Wanted to write few posts but don't have mood.

To find my friend and tell her I'm back. Need not to inform her now.

To read other news. Just wanted to know the situation of yesterday rally.

To speak with anyone. Just wanted to be alone for some time.

To carry my mobile phone around. Surely no one will find me.

The conclusion, I will be rotten in my home these few days. Hoping this feeling would soon be ended.

A Few Words

Dear Little Annoying and Irritating Baby (a.k.a Mr Anonymous),

Congratulation for successfully completing your thesis.

I could not give you anything. But just a word, "Congrats!"

I'm so happy for you. Finally finish it in a short time (I was told that SH was shocked by your efficacy and speed). I'm proud of you. ^^

You will get the cert. Will support you all the way long.

P/S: Btw, Miss Ferret said she wanted to use your thesis's title (B.I. system in the law) for her future thesis. But she has no idea what is about of the B.I. system. Haha!

Emo

Recently addicted to this song, "That Should Be Me". Some parts of it I like them very much:

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me
Makin' you laugh,

I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart!!!

I wish I can really hold your hand in the future. Make you laugh.

To Mr Anonymous,

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Good Night! Sweet Dream! ^^

The Worst Ever Job Interview

Miss Ferret and I had interview in a company. My interview was very... Well... I don't know how to describe it... Worst? Or quite fun? To me, the guy that interviewed me was very "nice".

Miss Ferret told me that she nearly wanted to argue with him about the student's life (she interviewed by him first). She said those questions have intruded her privacy. Yes. I totally agreed with that. But also thank a lot to Miss Ferret, because of her (she made the interviewer became frustrated), he cut off some questions when came to my turn to be interviewed.

Him: Tell me your strengths and weaknesses as your personal or as a student.
Me: According to my friends, I'm responsible and talkative. But I'm very quiet.
Him: It's quite contradict. Very odd.
Me: With my best friends, I'm talkative. But with stranger, I'm not.
Him: Is there any extraordinary weaknesses?
Me: I don't like to attend social gathering because of the strangers. And I could listen to other people advices, but would hardly follow them. If beyond my belief, I will not accept it.
Him: *Silence for one or two minutes*

Him: What if someone who is superior than you asked you to do something?
Me: I would listen first. But if outside of my principles, NO.
Him: Would it be easier if the one that superior than you is your friend?
Me: Hmm... Yup. Depends. But normally, still the same. I'm a stubborn person.

During that interview, I sometimes wanted to snap at him. It is because some of his questions are irrelevant with the position we applied. But still, it is an inappropriate manner to show in the interview. Even though I did not do so, I still have gave him a bad impression, I think.

Therefore, I don't think I will get this job. Neither Miss Ferret. So we two have to be the job hunters again. ^^ AAAAHHHHH!!! Need the job so badly!!!

Boring Night

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Should I say Boring Morning? Whatever.

Kept sleeping for the whole day!!!

My back and shoulder felt very sore and pain!!!

Want to watch True Blood Season 2 & 3!!!

P.S~Should I say Miss Rotten Monkey is MCC ("meng cha cha") due to overdose of sleeping or does she think I'm as kind as Mr SH? One sentence, I won't help you to wash your clothes. Hehe! :P

To Someone,

You have no any obligation to critic others what should they do. You are the one that conservative (or possibly not-none of my business anyway), not us. What we are now doing is not within your concern. And also, before you scold anyone for their misbehaviour, you should bear in mind that what your fault you have done. Don't blame anyone for your sadness or find people to scold of. You are the one that had chose your way. That why don't try to control our stuffs because we are not your friend. I think "stranger" is the most suitable word to describe current situation. So just leave us alone. Then I will be very grateful and happy if you were going to do so.

Regards,
Me

P/S: Don't scold Mr Anonymous anymore. Remember, you have no right to do such thing.

Finally Free!!!

Last two weeks, I was struggling with my exams. Thank to my laziness, I pushed all my subjects to the last minutes and I suffered with all of them. Studied without any sleep. There are few stages:

Stage One: Studied like there is no tomorrow. No sleep (not totally- managed to grab few hours to sleep).

Stage Two: During the exams. I did not act like this. This is for only illustration purpose. But I sometimes wished I could act like this ^^ Try to scare the invigilators and people that are surrounding me.


And finally and the most important moment, the exams are OVER!

Miss Ferret and I are no longer need to comfort each other with the same sentence, "The life would be more easier after we finish this subject" which is not true at all (just intended to cheat ourselves). Now, our topics of conversation are all about foods, movies, and where to go to shopping. ^^

More importantly, True Blood series!!! Gonna to buy them and watch with Miss Ferret since the person we admire in the fictions is same, that is Mr High and Mighty, Eric!!!

P/S: Dear Mr Anonymous, thanks for accompanying me to go through these two HELL weeks. But now I demand you go to have some sleep.

A Guy

A guy that I get to know recently:

1. Likes purple very much. Most of the items must be in that particular colour.

2. He is fond of spaghetti. Or more precisely, he is crazy with spaghetti. With this kind of craziness, I think he could have the spaghetti as his breakfast, lunch or EVEN ALSO as dinner without any feel of bore.

3. He likes to hit people head. Yup. Just like the picture below. He will just act like nothing happens after hitting someone head.

4. Anti-Starch. No Potatoes, No Rice, etc... But tell you something, he can accept TCRS chicken rice.
5. Crazy with tofu.

6. Always emphasizes at standard of living, especially food and apparel.

7. He doesn't really sleep at night. So-called "Night Owl". Maybe at night he did what the chicken said to the earthworm.


8. He likes to make fun of the people (now Miss Ferret is ignoring him. Haha!)

This is not a hard work for him. It is his hobby!

9. When he feels moody, the only way to cheer him up is using his favourite food to tempt him. A simple guy, I guess.

10. He would become very animated when he's happy. He will not care any things around him.

11. ...

To be continued ^^...

Sudden Thought

Watching my friends' photos in Facebook gives me a wave of nostalgia (bear in mind that I'm not a stalker).

Those photos make me think of my secondary school life. Now I had departed from that life for around 5 years. A lot of things have changed. Some of my friends are married. Whilst the others are still study or work. As for me, I'm currently studying for my degree.

In the way of getting my degree, loads of things occurred which have been given me quite lot of memories. These memories are tinged with sadness and happiness. Fortunately, because of Miss Ferret and Mr Anonymous, I could go through the hard time. And also because of them, I feel more relax and more fat. HAHAHA!

P/S: Miss Ferret now is sleeping soundly. SO I should stop writing about her. ^^

Chili's!!!

Last week, Miss Ferret and I (self-declared as food hunters ^^) had our first visit at Chili's Grill & Bar Restaurant. One of my reasons I'm willing to go is because Miss Ferret kept hassling me(not completely). She wanted to try on their burger. And guess what happened, once we arrived there, she NEVER EVER looked at burger section in the menu. Haiz...

Another reason why I went there due to the curiosity since Mr Anonymous strongly recommended it. As we know, curiosity killed the cat. Well... Here, all I can say is that curiosity killed my purse T.T Thanks to him & Miss Ferret! Never mind. At there, we ordered quite loads of food (take-away).

Cajun Club Sandwich with chicken ham, cheese, beef bacon and so on
(I personally don't like it-too much bacon)

Firecracker Fish Fillet with sweet and spicy glaze
Not bad the taste (Miss Ferret's favourite, especially the rice's fragrance, she loves it)

Mashed Potatoes with Black Pepper Gravy

Lamb Shoulder
I love it very much*wink* but not for Miss Ferret (lamb-phobia)

Wings Over Buffalo
Miss Ferret said it tastes like KFC
(P/S: It was her choice, not mine :p)

Southwestern Eggrolls
The taste is quite weird. Clearly, it would not be my favourite list.

I don't want to mention how much we had spent on those food. Like I said before, THANKS a lot to Miss Ferret & Mr Anonymous! However, also because of them, I now have a place to enjoy the delicious lamb chop. Thanks ^^

P/S: Now, Miss Ferret keep telling me that she wants to eat Firecracker Fish Fillet AGAIN.

Miss Ferret Part II

Okay. This post is the sequel of my previous post.

Thanks for:

1. offering me 10 pearl milk teas.
2. bringing me to MidValley just to buy Master Kong instant mee.
3. making me starving by taking my fried chickens away from my plate.
4. singing "Baby" when you wake up.
5. taking "Law and Disorder" away when I asleep.
6. giving me a valuable chance to be a stalker or spy when you are out to buy food.
7. letting me to do my works in the dark.
8. increasing intimacy between me and Teddy by smashing its head to mine.
9. having your lunch without me. That's why you could not drink your beloved Lime Jade Jelly Green Tea ^^
10. being a companion when comes to rush assignments' deadline.

P/S: Miss Ferret Part III will be coming soon. I promise ^^

A New Start

I just now found out that there is no point to stop blogging because of you. Meaningless for me to do so. So I now officially declare that I will CONTINUE to blogging. Want to annoy Miss D.S. It is because she self-declared herself as very annoying, which I completely agree with, but CUTE this one, I need to ponder on. Hehe!

My Love

My love,
seems happen at wrong place,
and wrong time.

I wonder, for you, is my love worthless and immaterial?

For Miss Ferret

Thank-you Note for:

1. Cooking for me even though there is lack of variation.
2. Waking me up by throwing tissues or kitchen towels.
3. Wasting the tissues for doing No.2.
4. Hugging me during I wash the dishes, without my permission.
5. Secretly using my DVD player when I asleep.

Date: 10.01.2011
Time: Night (Specific time I don't know)

6. Always wear green T-shirt that reminds me of cucumber.
7. Fighting with me, especially when comes to food.
8. Defaming me by using your blog.
9. Playing truant together.
10. Bringing me along for the premiere of "Season of the Witch".
11. Forcing me to hear you're singing when you wake up.
12. Keep threatening me bu using my weaknesses.

Hmm, I think I will keep updating this post if I recall something I need to thank. Miss Ferret, accept my SINCERE thank-you note ^^

Of You

I discover that :

1. Watching you from far distance, I will feel happy.
2. But when you look back, I will become very nervous (maybe my face become tomato).
3. I like to hear my name being called by you.
4. I very love the pronunciation of my name that you give me.
5. When you stand beside me, I feel secure.
6. I will become hyperactive when you do so.
7. Standing or walking near to you is becomes my habit.
8. I love the colour of your necktie.
9. I want to message you, but I'm not brave enough to do so.
10. I like to know more about you, not only from you but also from other friends.
11. I'm starting to read English fictions as you advised me.
12. I love to bump into you even from far distance.
13. But I will lose the track of my mind when I bump into you.
14. I constantly mention your name in front of Miss Ferret.

And more...

P/S: Miss Ferret, sooner or later I will write a post of you, to appreciate what you had been done to me. *wink*

New Year's Resolutions

My new resolutions in 2011:

1. Study hard.
2. Lose some weight.
3. Save loads of money.
4. Visit Singapore in the middle/end of the year.
5. Buy a new backpack.
6. Go to Pasta DeGohan to have my meal.
7. Ice-skating.
8. Go to British Council to have a cup of Ice Blended Mocha.
9. Update my blog regularly.
10. Buy contact lenses.
11. Learn to cook.
12. Do something meaningful for weekends.
13. Start to swim again when back to hometown.
14. Learn to play one music instrument.
15. Try to control myself when come to face my room-mate.
16. Find a part time job for summer vacation.
17. Occasionally take a taxi to KLCC for sight-seeing.
18. Increase the songs in my MP3 to 100.
19. Put aside the electronic equipments for few days.
20. Tell my mum not to call me everyday.

P/S: I know some of them are IMPOSSIBLE for me to achieve. Do not stand any chances at all. But still I would try my best. ^^