Today 07/02/2015 is an important day for me.

 I have officially worked for one month.

My family feel glad and happy for me.

Glad is that I can communicate with others and thought that I can't fit in the group.
But I think that all because those colleagues are friendly enough. I still remember, they are the one made the first step in communicating with me. Since then, I also tried my best to fit in to this group.

As for happy, of course is that I finally go to work. Yes, no more molding at home.
Like people said,  走出来是你，走进去又是你。

Now even though I have loads of work to do, I sometimes really look forward to go to work. Because I like my career.

Work

Today is my first day of work.

Just want to mark this memorable day.

Being a Jerk and Selfish

Will I going to say sorry for being a jerk?

Nope, I will not.

Because the questions they asked were so ridiculously funny....
Example : "Why are you here?" I was at restaurant that time at 6pm.
                 "Going to rob the restaurant, am I?" I replied. Of course went to have dinner.

And being selfish part,

Yes I'm now have become a person that more concerned with my OWN feeling compared to the others.
All those incidents happened this year, made me to realize that NO ONE will ever thank you for being consideration. They will just take it for granted sooner or later.
Maybe they will retaliate and say,"Hey, you are the one being selfish and I am the one being considerate" . See, will they ever give themself a second to rethink, is their statement right? WON'T. They will just blame you for not letting them to get what they want.

 Therefore I'm now more happy when I become a selfish person, all about ME, ME, ME.

And lastly, Happy New Year!

Wake up Call

After few small gathering with old friends, it makes me think that what all I have done for past few years is completely wrong.

As a matter of fact, I quite regret for missing out from some gatherings. From these gatherings, I get to know much more better of some friends.
Yes some of them might still unwilling to talk with you. But this does not mean that the others will do the same thing. There are some of them still want to know your current life, chat with you, and laugh at your jokes.

I just learn that my life should not be bound to only one friend or the person I liked. Not that to say that more friends is better. Just that excluding yourself from the others is not a healthy habit.

My Hometown

Someone asked me, "Do you plan to go back to KL to work?"
Me "Nope, I think 5 years of living there is enough for me. Quite sienz."

So what are the best things about my hometown?

1. Hardly traffic jam, except during peak hour.

If I was going to work in KL or PJ, I have to go out much more earlier, like two hours, in order to avoid traffic jam. And back at night due to traffic jam.
Let's say, your work hours is 830am until 530pm.
But thanks to heavy traffic jam, your work hours become from 630am until 730 or 8pm.


2. Living cost is way too high.
Rental, utilities bill, food, groceries, petrol,  parking fees, toll, etc....

The employers mostly give fresh graduates the basic minimum wages. Normally around RM 1600 to RM 2000. Worst case, RM 1100.
After paying all those bills, you are officially broke.

But don't get me wrong. I will not say that I will become rich if I chose to work at my hometown.
Here, the salary range almost same with KL. However, I do not need to concern the sudden increase of rental price.


3. Every place is easily reachable.
Here I can go to wet market in less than 5 minutes by car. To town in 20 minutes by car.
Unlike KL, you hardly can go to wet market everyday. Some more I will avoid to go to shopping mall during weekends due to the crowd and lack of car park.


4. The most important, Family
Yes FAMILY.

No matter what have been gone through all those years, bad or good encounters, my family will forgive me.
Early this year, I was having the most difficult exam. There was no friend that can talk to, about my stress and anxiety.
However, my family encourage me. Cheer me up.
This made me to acknowledge that family is important.

Hard to believe

Reading back to my blog posts, I found it difficult to believe that I did write those posts.

Especially this resolutions
My new resolutions in 2011 (update on 08/12/2014):

1. Study hard.
2. Lose some weight. (In progress)
3. Save loads of money. (In progress)
4. Visit Singapore in the middle/end of the year. (This is not going to happen)
5. Buy a new backpack. (Purple one still can be used)
6. Go to Pasta DeGohan to have my meal. (No longer in business)
7. Ice-skating. (Won't happen also)
8. Go to British Council to have a cup of Ice Blended Mocha.
9. Update my blog regularly.
10. Buy contact lenses. (Will not buy due to my clumsiness)
11. Learn to cook.
12. Do something meaningful for weekends.
13. Start to swim again when back to hometown. (Doing it now and in love with it)
14. Learn to play one music instrument. ( No longer interested)
15. Try to control myself when come to face my room-mate.
16. Find a part time job for summer vacation.
17. Occasionally take a taxi to KLCC for sight-seeing. (Already did this)
18. Increase the songs in my MP3 to 100. (As a matter of fact, less than 100. No point to increase it.)
19. Put aside the electronic equipments for few days.
20. Tell my mum not to call me everyday. 

Now it's time to rethink a new resolution for 2015 ^^

New Chapter of Life

After 26/11/2014 my life is gonna change.

Hope that I can handle any unknown that is awaiting me.

Remember be tough.